Intuition and Loving Yourself Up
Wednesday, March 23rd, 2011Today I woke up with the luxury of my morning being clear on my schedule.
I had a thought come in.
“Take a bath this morning”, the thought said.
Quickly, my rational mind (specifically, LG aka Logistics Girl) shut that idea down, real fast.
“What about your workout, what about how soft and relaxed you’ll feel afterward (shouldn’t that be a night-time thing, and why would you want to feel soft and relaxed at the beginning of your day? And on, and on, she droned).
After a short morning ritual of meditation and writing down a few thoughts, LG took over quickly, and I took some time to return email, make a few calls, and look at my schedule for the rest of the day. I had appointments and an evening writing workshop. I knew my morning was clear.
The idea came back and reminded me that it would be REALLY nurturing for me to take a bath. Today. This morning.
I’d had a stressful, emotional few days. My body felt tense, already, this morning. I decided, before committing to the bath concept, and to pull an Angel card (Dorreen Virtues are beautiful), and see what SHE had to say about things. (Isn’t it crazy that we ache for free time, for NEW, and then when we have it, if it’s not spent doing our familiar down-time routines – if we even have any besides TV and Tabloids – we (I) still doubt our intuitive nudges?)
‘Sulis’ – the Goddess governing Bodys of Water – was the card I pulled. ’Take an epsom salt bath to clear your body and emotions”, was one of the actions that Sulis recommended. Well, wouldn’t you know it. The bath I had wanted to take was to be an epsom salt and baking soda bath (very healing and clearing combination – 1lb. each). Wouldn’t you know?
So off I went – giving in. (Lol!) I added a few drops of a beautiful blended oil from www.evanstarspa.com, and soaked for 20. It felt odd, being off my weekday morning routine, but it was divine. And I’ve had the best day since.
Taking new loving actions towards ourselves can sometimes be met with LOTS of resistance. Our mind and ego knows how to put up a really good fight to keep us the same. Our Intuition knows EXACTLY what we need, what is the Truth, if we will only listen to it. I’m learning more and more how big the pay off is when I do. But what a mentor reminds me of is this : We don’t listen to it, because it will require CHANGE. It requires taking action.
How do you listen to your intuition, and what you need to love yourself more? If you don’t know how to answer this, but you want to – I highly recommend creating a space to listen. If you don’t, the guidance can’t come in and reach you. And it’s instant – it’s quick – it’s right there. To journal, you’ll want to carve out a few minutes each morning or evening, and write down reflections, thoughts, yearnings. Keep it simple, and consistent, for a week or two. I guarantee that you’ll receive messages on how to love yourself more…which always leads to more expansion… in love and life.
With love!
Leslie